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[whatishate]

[Sasuke blinks at the message, surprised by it.]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

I'm fine.

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

I was part of the group that located the cure, so I've had that available for a while.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

All right. That's such a relief. Thanks for letting me know.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

What about you?

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Oh, I'm fine.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Were you affected at all?

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I wasn't.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Because you're an angel?

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Yeah. I'm fine if I don't breathe.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

That's good.

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

If strange to read.

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Be careful anyway. You'll want to go through treatment too so you don't carry it, if you haven't already.

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

All right. I need to find someone to take charge of monitoring Shinji-kun first, though.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

What's wrong with Shinji?

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Is he sick?

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

He did get ill. He's received treatment and has improved.

[...]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I've never seen that happen to anyone before. I've never seen that happen to him before. He says that he feels much better now. But I've never seen that happen to him.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

You've never seen someone be sick before?

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

The people who spent time around me took sick days if they were very ill.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

People get sick all the time. Usually they don't die from it.

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Was it hard for you to see?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I didn't really understand what was happening to him. Reading about it is different from seeing it. I didn't know what it was going to do to him.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

If it had killed him, I wouldn't have been able to do anything about it. He has a flimsy body.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I was thinking of you, too, and other friends. That fragility was all around me. But I wasn't able to leave him.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Do you always worry for everyone like that?

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

You all die so easily.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Death isn't a bad thing. It has value. But I've experienced you, and I don't yet want to stop experiencing you. I am not horrified by death, but I don't enjoy seeing it.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

"Experienced me."

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Some people might be weirded out by that wording.

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Unfortunately I'm sure you'll experience a lot of things here for the first time that you won't enjoy.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Is it weird? I didn't realize.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I'm okay with that.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

But will you be okay emotionally?

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I'll carry on no matter what. If I'm experiencing something new, I'll learn about it.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

That's a good perspective to have.

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

I just hope you can hold onto it.

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I have so far.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Thanks, Uchiha-san. You've always given me good counsel.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

You think so, huh.

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Just take care of yourself.