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[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

People get sick all the time. Usually they don't die from it.

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Was it hard for you to see?

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I didn't really understand what was happening to him. Reading about it is different from seeing it. I didn't know what it was going to do to him.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

If it had killed him, I wouldn't have been able to do anything about it. He has a flimsy body.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I was thinking of you, too, and other friends. That fragility was all around me. But I wasn't able to leave him.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Do you always worry for everyone like that?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

You all die so easily.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Death isn't a bad thing. It has value. But I've experienced you, and I don't yet want to stop experiencing you. I am not horrified by death, but I don't enjoy seeing it.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

"Experienced me."

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Some people might be weirded out by that wording.

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Unfortunately I'm sure you'll experience a lot of things here for the first time that you won't enjoy.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Is it weird? I didn't realize.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I'm okay with that.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

But will you be okay emotionally?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I'll carry on no matter what. If I'm experiencing something new, I'll learn about it.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

That's a good perspective to have.

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

I just hope you can hold onto it.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I have so far.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Thanks, Uchiha-san. You've always given me good counsel.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

You think so, huh.

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Just take care of yourself.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I would be happy if you did exactly that.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Don't shift the focus to me.

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

You were the one walking around like the dead.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

The dead don't walk. If I'm up, it's all right.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

Not true. I've seen them walk before.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I see. Sounds perplexing. Well, when I'm dead, I do not walk.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

It's just an expression, anyway.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

(°◇°) Hyperbole!

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

You're avoiding the issue.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

It's not an issue. It's unacceptable for me to be anything other than all right, so I'll be all right.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I don't want for you to worry.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

You're wrong.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

? I don't understand.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

You can't magically be something just because it's unacceptable not to be. And telling yourself that isn't going to make it true.

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

I don't worry for that many people, so you'll damn well let me if I feel like it.

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[Woah. How does he... deal with... this.]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I wasn't trying to dismiss you. I only want you to spend yourself on worthwhile endeavors.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I have lasted this whole time. I can last a while longer.

[whatishate]

FROM: uchiha.sasuke@cdc.org

What will just lasting do for you?